Being humiliated by your beloved one is another story, a really amazing one, believe me. specially when you know that it is mostly one way relation.

not a day, not a night, but years

you wont be forgotten but you really dont care, because the only thing remain for you are scars and scars in return of kindness, honesty and love

That is where you remember those words of Sadeq Hedayat which says, there are scars in life which consumes you spirit in loneliness

thats when you realise how alone and lonely you are with all people around you, thats when you wish god was as approachable as evil